What we pay attention to, and the length of time we pay attention to it, ultimately determines our reality and the quality and content of our lives.  

New Year’s resolutions get a really bad wrap.  Too many people write a long list on January 1st and then by February most their resolutions have already fallen by the wayside.  Of course the easy conclusion is not to make New Year’s resolutions at all, but this is throwing the baby out with the bathwater.  It is not so much the intention to set New Year’s resolutions that is faulty, but the planning and execution of these desires.  

As artists we receive an exorbitant amount of feedback: sometimes it is good, but other times it can feel crushingly critical:  too much vibrato; not enough line;  you don’t look right; you don’t sound right; you’re too blonde; you’re not blonde enough; not enough expression; not technically accurate; you need to work on this; you need to work on that (and this may all be from the one performance!).  It can be especially crushing when you thought you were doing your best to achieve all of these things.

Of course these statements can either cut us to the bone, or slide right off our backs - depending on our interpretation.  The same statement can either be a factual suggestion of how you can become even better, or a scathing comment on your worth as both a performer and a human being.  The key is in understanding the nature of feedback.

I really enjoyed reading a Guardian article this week entitled “It’ll be alright on the night:  how musicians cope with performance stress”  - not least of all because it highlighted a number of points that I’m constantly reiterating, and it’s always nice to hear someone agreeing with you!  

The performers I work with often claim perfectionism as a badge of honour; an indication of exacting standards; something to be proud of  - and indeed it certainly can be - but there is also a dark side to perfectionism - the key is how you handle setbacks or the inevitable ‘imperfections’.